And the meaning of family is.....

So the past month has been so hard. I'm dealing with some MAJOR family drama that has me in a constant state of major anxiety. I can't sleep I have non stop migrains...and I'm eating like I'm pregnant. The one good thing that has come of all of this is that my husband and I have united as a team. My cousin has decided that she wants to move back in with my grandmother. I have had her for over a year and now all the sudden we are no longer good enough. The pain I'm feeling is unlike anything I have ever experienced. I feel so betrayed. The fact that my grandmother the woman that couldn't handle this child and sent her away to live with me is going along with this makes me that much more disgusted. I have a hard time swallowing all of this. This child is being taught that whenever things get tough she can just run away and turn her back on her problems. Me being the psycho that I am I desperately hope she falls on her ass so that her and my grandmother get a taste of how I'm feeling. Ugh...